You should kill Yourself

"You are a worthless human being. You fail. You are fail.You should kill yourself."
He has a penchant for exparte, this is the most cowardly act imaginable as the other party not only doesn't know that the children can be legally kidnapped, but cannot defend him or herself against allegations that can be anything a sick mind could dream up. He managed to get temporary custody of my children once but rather than take them to his home, he gave them to his sister. I went to her house to get them and was threatened with arrest and violence. I went to the local small town police and they turned me away because of the paperwork. It took me a week to get a writ of habeus corpus and and during this time he sent me texts telling me that I would never see my children again so I should kill myself. When I picked my children up, they were, traumatized, filthy, hair matted, and my youngest, who was still on the breast at the time, had a diaper rash that needed medical attention. The sister's basis for keeping me away? Two year old should not be breast fed, it's sick and inappropriate, therefor she should be the foster mother (and conveniently draw a check to subsidize her own children). I just wanted my children, didn't care that she still had their things, I bought a new car seat and as I drove away with the children, she threw my sons car seat at the rear window of my car, where the children were seated.