Sunday, March 3, 2013

I should have left you in Oregon

"I stopped loving you in Oregon, you are a terrible person and I knew then that I didn't love you."
So, I pose this question; why, then, did he follow me home to my parents house and beg them to let him move in, after I left him and wanted nothing further to do with him? I wanted nothing more than to be free of him and have a normal life without violent craziness.  I wanted to leave him everyday, all day, every moment of my life, but he would cut himself and threaten to kill himself in front of me to control me. Then when we went to therapy, he acted like everything was okay. Why can I still not be free? Why are my children a way for this person to continue to terrorize me? What will happen to my children when he is with them? Will he threaten to kill them?

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